After the
drudgery of caring for my child,
I was so
fatigued that one day that I called out to my creator.
"If you
are present somewhere there kindly make me my child!"
Emotions
overlapped each other and my anger was anything but mild!
My tired eyes
had cried a lot all through the years,
And were only
waiting for words to split my lips apart in pain.
The words
spoken were mere waves that disappeared without a form.
But they did
well in calming me and my misheard motherhood fears!
I slept and
slept, with my ailing child beside me.
When I woke up
my legs refused to carry me any further.
My tongue was
struggling to utter words so easy and familiar.
I turned
around and looked at the form that had hitherto slept beside me!
My child was no
longer there and in its place I saw me!
I slowly
dragged myself to the mirror that made me look small.
My reflection
looked like my sick baby whom I had cared for so long.
Very soon, my
initial shock vanished and realization slowly dawned on me.
God had heard
my words,those that I had spoken in helpless despair.
I had become my
child as I had asked and my child, therefore had to become me!
My child woke
up eventually and with ease picked me up gently, as she left the room.
I heard myself
cry in hunger, though I wanted to change things as they were!
My daughter, or
wait, my mother, gave me some baby food to eat.
She was doing
everything I would have done, when the door bell rang!
The neighbour
was at the door and let herself in the way she usually does.
"I pity
you, yours is a tough life and if you ask me itis nothing short of a
feat!"
"Any
mother in my place would do just what I am doing.
If I were in my
daughter's place I would only be happy that I have a mother
Who takes good
care of me and to God I would remain indebted all my life"
She told my
neighbor, sending waves of happiness throughout my tiny being!
My daughter
vocalised her thoughts so clear and candid
I understood
that barring the sickness my child is as normal as any other
And began my
prayers to God to make me the mother once again, continued
Until the next
morning, when I woke up as the mother and my child was my kid!
Author’s note:
I have seen a few mothers take care of their sick children.
Their acceptance has amazed me, their dedication moved me beyond words. In an
attempt to salute their brave spirits. I dedicate this poem, to those millions
of women – mothers who care for their sick children the world over!
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